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Undressing
02:53
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The veil begins to lift
I can hear the quarrel start
Tied to the hem of your shirt
Cut me off before the flame starts
Crash and burn it down
(Drink up) Drink up (Drink up)
No comfort in these girlish ways
But god knows, I can’t change
Disappointed, I know you’ll be
When my soul is set free
Led to a blind alley
Forming into an ill-tempered dust
Hostless, aimless
Forever stuck
I’m just a girl
No, I am a dog
It’s filthy, this body that’s looking up at me
I’m just a girl
While she crashes and burns
(I dragged my weight to the great unearthly gates, and back down where I lay)
Restless, restless
Marking my place in the dirt
Restless, restless,
I’d like to become one with the earth
Crash and burn
My womb
Fleshy and sweet
So fit to carry a baby
But this body
Was not made by, or for me
A victim to your own fucking fragility
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Every month that I bleed is another reminder of what’s wrong with me
Every moment that I’m in this body feels like a living tragedy
Too pretty, too sweet
No one ever fucking listens to me
I’ll never be a man, I’ll never be enough
The second I’m assertive, I am told to shut up
I’ll never be a man, I’ll never be enough
Only ever pretty, no one ever listens to me
I think I’ve had too much
No sanctuary from your masculinity
(No rest, there’s nowhere to run)
I’m not strong
Doesn’t mean I’m worthless
This won’t be the end of us
Fuck you, I’m a tranny bitch
Disregard me, turn me to dust
You will never be enough
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Calamity came
02:44
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In a fucking cesspool of shame
Nothing but dead weight
I want to swim in that empty space
Between heaven and what’s left unnamed
Flailing, flailing
And I still see waves
A romantic unveiling
Between heaven and whatever is left unnamed
The sky opened wide
Hell was nothing but a lie
It is here
It is with you and I
At the edge of the rocks
Looking down at the water
There’s a killer inside
And I can’t help but watch her
At the edge of the rocks
With my eyes to the water
There’s a killer inside
And I can’t help but watch her
(I want to drown with all that I have)
I found my way
Through the middle of the world
To the ocean floor
Where I lay with my friends
Who had drowned long before
Wasting time
Begging for more
We are romancing ourselves to a dead end
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I wanna see it
I wanna feel it
I can’t believe it
How come no one told me?
You stand so confidently
So tall in front of me while I’m slipping
Your chasing and tripping over your own tail
Tell me all the ways I betrayed you,
When really there is absolutely nothing there
I don’t care
You talk way to fucking much
Cool guy, wish I could be just like you
You get off to yourself
You don’t know me
Yeah that’s true
I don’t ever want to be speaking to you again
You don’t know me
Yeah, that’s right
You did this to yourself
So it’s your problem, it's not mine
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Mercy
03:44
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I let you wear me into the ground
It’s so familiar
And while i lay here
The fruit falls from the rotted tree
I’ve won the first place prize
Ignoring the reapers scythe
Your guilt, not mine
And oh, it destroys me inside
Killer, be free
Untether me
Love, impatient with no spine
Sweet asleep angel, i wish you weren’t mine
One more night, i fall asleep with the sun
I, blinded by love’s desires
I’m the only one who makes me cry
Days upon end, hours to months
It fucking eats me up inside
(Lead me to the coffin where i’ll rest)
In the walls
I hear it mocking me
Oh, the sneer when it talks
But it's not my fault
It’s in the walls
I have to set you free, let you go
You will reap what you sow
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homewrecker. Denton, Texas
queer + trans inclusive metalcore from texas. you are valid and we love you <3
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