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Never again
05:29
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Last night, her and I sat in my car
Talking about the people who fucked us up (and over)
It’s funny how many times your name came up, from both of us
Cause you don’t matter anymore, anymore
Can somebody please explain to me what it is about us
That makes people like you wanna do the shit that you do
Me and Adia are tired of ranting to each other in my car
We’ve got plenty more to complain about besides you
I don’t really feel the need to tell you why
It’s been a real good six months with you out of my mind
Why haven’t you forgotten about me by now, was it that much fun of a game?
I would be much happier if I didn’t hear your name
Ever again
When I was younger you know I always dreamed of being in a band
With a couple of dudes who thought I was cool and who wanted to be my friend
I never thought that I would hate you just as much as I do
But I didn’t expect you to be a dick, did you?
I don’t really feel the need to tell you why
It’s been a real good six months with you out of my mind
There’s not a thing you could say to win me over again, I’m so over it
And god, I’m so much happier now, knowing I won’t trust you
Ever again
“I’m also so sorry for the times I emotionally manipulated you,
That’s something I was unaware I was doing at the time and I’ve come to realize it in the past 2 years.
I had no control over my emotions and I shouldn’t have let that get in the way of our friendship and our music,
But have you ever thought about what it would be like if we reunited the band?”
I don’t really feel the need to tell you why
It’s been a real good six months with you out of my mind
Wasn’t it your birthday just last week, aren’t you at least 25 (I was 16)
It doesn’t mean a goddamn thing when you apologize
Ever again
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2. |
Allure (angy 1)
05:01
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What kind of prick would let me fill the hole she left in you?
Maybe that’s just it, I didn’t care as long as I was with you
Until you came over, you saw the pictures and you wanted more
But something told you it wasn’t worth it anymore
I know, I know now
Just go, I asked you if you liked me
You said “maybe” but you just liked the allure, the allure
You said “maybe” but I’m not what you’re looking for, the allure
And you say that I’m attractive and you like the way my face contorts when I sing, when I sing)
And I get dressed up cute for shows, but afterwards I just go home and cry, and cry)
No one wants to fuck a mind, and no one has the fucking time to wait, to wait
You want me ‘cause I’m “different” but you never stop to listen, you just look and see my face
You said “maybe” but you just liked the allure, the allure
You said “maybe” but I’m not what you’re looking for, the allure
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Mommy (angy 2)
04:41
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Stop speaking, I’m begging you
You’re crying, But that’s nothing new
You ask me to dump out the drink that you poured before I came here
You tell me you’ll die if I leave, you’ll die if I leave, you’ll die if I leave
Fuck you for making me your mommy
I’m tired of sleeping so little at night
I know you see me slipping away
So you grab and you take and what you want, what you need…
Is therapy, not me, it’s embarrassing, god please
Little pussy boy throwing a hissy fit in front of me again
I tried to be your friend but if you stare at my tits again i’ll scream
Fuck you for making me your mommy
I’m tired of sleeping so little at night
I know you see me slipping away
So you grab and you take and what you want, what you need
I’ve told you nicely, you don’t deserve me
You smile politely, you wanna fuck me
But I’ve already said no
Why can’t you hear me when I tell you what to do
You don’t care about me, I’m only here cause she wasn’t there for you
Fuck you for making me your mommy
I’m tired of sleeping so little at night
I know you see me slipping away
So you grab and you take and what you want, what you need
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4. |
Harddd
03:34
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I know you get off to my Instagram feed
But I really appreciate you telling me
I know it’s hard, I know it’s hard
I know it must be so hard
Y’know, seeing all the girls out doing what they actually want to
Yeah, someone call the fucking police
I know it’s hard, I know it’s hard
I know it must be so hard
Get a load of this girl, she thinks she’s the shit
Her body? She thinks she should have the right to control it
I know it’s hard, I know it’s hard
I know that must be so hard
Women were only created to simply please a man
So what’s a boy to do when she doesn’t want to?
I know it’s hard, I know it’s hard
I know that must be so hard
Don’t tell me I never did nothing for you
I see you across the room, I know what you’re about to do
I see you getting closer, and close, and closer, and closer
Get off me, Get off me
Get off me, you daughter-fucking creep
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5. |
Sad song
04:42
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Life’s a movie and I’m the punchline, I can’t seem to get away from more and more bad days
I wake up early to start my day off, I think I’ll find something but I find nothing to say
When will things get better?
You expect me to feel bad for you, it’s not my fault but you live off that energy and
Criticize me til I start crying, and then you’ll say to me “I still love you, baby”
When will things get better?
I can’t get much worse
And you think you know me
Would you believe me if I told you I was lying?
‘Cause it’s all I ever do
How can you love the part of me that’s killing you?
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6. |
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My neck hurts and I don’t know why, it’s been like that for a while
Your voice makes me wanna gouge out my eyes, I’ll tell you why
You wouldn’t trust him alone with your own children at home
The same thing happened to me when I was sixteen
He’s not the only one who likes to use his power over others
Knowing they’ll be silent
Knowing they won’t get it
Knowing there’s nothing they can do
Now you ask me why I don’t like the man who harassed one of my friends?
Well, he’s a liar and an abuser, but you’re choosing to believe him
You tell me that you like her, but then go call her a psycho
Well I don’t like him, and I don’t like you
I don’t like him, so don’t tell me that I have to
I don’t like him, and I don’t like you
I don’t like him, and I do not fucking owe you
I don’t like him, and I don’t like you
I’m tired of hearing you speak, when you’re not listening to me
I’ll talk as loudly as I please
I’ve told you why
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7. |
Feel like shit
04:00
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Tell me how you feel, I’d love to hear it, but I can’t say I’ll agree
It doesn’t matter what you think I am, it doesn’t have anything to do with me
One last try I’ll give you a chance, but this is the last time I smile through gritted teeth
You’re so insecure and I’m tired of it
Maybe one day you’ll learn how to be nice
Cause all you do right now is make everyone feel like shit
You and your posse, I swear it’s just like middle school all over again
You’re little miss bossy, well, don’t you dare be a bitch to my friend
You make her feel like shit so you can go off and suck your own dick
You’re so insecure and I’m tired of it
Maybe one day you’ll learn how to be nice
Cause all you do right now is make everyone feel like shit
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8. |
Yours truly
03:54
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I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know I’ve really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
You’re talking and telling me all of the things that you wanna do today
While I am thinking how great it would be if you just went away
You tell me I look good, I tell you thank you
But if you asked me if we should stay together, I’d say “I don’t know” but
I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know i’ve really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
It’s true, maybe I could leave if I wanted to
I wish I would’ve known
Maybe I just like the comfort of being with you,
‘Cause I can’t seem to be alone
Hey, good morning, I think I should go, ‘cause I’ve got a lot of homework to do
I’m sorry to be disappointing, but I don’t wanna do the things you want to
You tell me that it’s fine, I tell you thank you
How much longer can we lie? We do it again, and again, and again, and again but
I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know I’ve really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
It’s true, maybe I could leave if I wanted to
I wish I would’ve known
Maybe I just like the comfort of being with you,
‘Cause I can’t seem to be alone
It’s true
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9. |
Thankyy bye bye
00:40
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I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know I've really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
You’re talking and telling me all of the things that you wanna do today
While I am thinking how great it would be if you just went away
You tell me I look good, I tell you "thank you"
But if you asked me if we should stay together, I’d say “I don’t know” but
I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know I’ve really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
It’s true, maybe I could leave if I wanted to
I wish I would’ve known
Maybe I just like the comfort of being with you,
‘Cause I can’t seem to be alone
Hey, good morning, I think I should go, ‘cause I’ve got a lot of homework to do
I’m sorry to be disappointing, but I don’t wanna do the things you want to
You tell me that "it’s fine", I tell you "thank you"
How much longer can we lie? We do it again, and again, and again, and again but
I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
I know i’ve really gotta go, ‘cause I can’t stand you anymore
But I don’t ever wanna leave, I don’t ever wanna leave
It’s really not the place to be, I’m sorry you got stuck with me
It’s true, maybe I could leave if I wanted to
I wish I would’ve known
Maybe I just like the comfort of being with you,
‘Cause I can’t seem to be alone
It’s true
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